IF

�Duo?�

�Yeah?�

�Do you know about� love?�

�Mm? �What?! Um, well Heero, I haven�t exactly spent much time around girls, yanno��

��Oh.�

��by the time I was old enough to be interested, I was with G and the Sweepers and there just weren�t any around� Why do you ask, anyway?�

�Hn. It doesn�t matter.�

�Oh well, whatever then. Hey, has that Darlian chick found you again yet?�

�Her name is Relena.�

�Ooh, pardon me I�m sure, Mister Perfect. So does Miss Relena know where we are yet? Heh, she�s not got much sense if she wants to spend all her time chasing after you, O Silent One��

�You talk enough for both of us.�

�Hey, is that a joke I hear?! Catch me when I pass out with the shock!�

�Shut up, Duo.�

�Yes sir, Commander Yuy, sir! Shutting up now sir!�

�Hn.�

�

��so, do you want to go eat lunch outside? That way we can talk about� stuff� without people overhearing. I�m sure you know what kind of stuff I mean, Heero��

��good idea.�

�Wow, actual praise from the master of monosyllables! Now I can die happy.�

�Get moving, idiot. And stop being sarcastic.�

�Yeah, whatever. So, which wonderful installation of military might is next on our little hit list?�

�I told you last night. The Red Sea base. We�ll go in with plan 3, the usual backups.�

�Right. If that�s tomorrow, I�ll need to get out to the hangar tonight; I need to have a look at �Scythe�s balancing systems.�

�I�ll go with you.�

�Cool, half the school�ll be out tonight anyway, Sweet Temptation are in town for a gig so we�ve got a good excuse if they catch us playing hooky. �Hey Hee-chan, that girl over there is looking at you��

�Don�t. Call. Me. That.�

�Whoa, don�t let your spandex get too familiar, Yuy; chill.�

***

�Yeah, buddy, I know. I�m an idiot, just like he says.�

�

�I just wish � I�d give anything to make him react, you know? The only thing that even seems to reach him is missions. The rest of the time he just closes himself off.�

�

�Yeah, I know. I can�t help it, though. I�m just stupid that way, fell for those big blue eyes the minute I saw �em.�

�

��yeah, yeah, so I shot him, what�s your point?�

�Duo?�

�Aagh! Shit, Heero, don�t fucking sneak up on me like that! I could have killed you.�

�Hn. Who were you talking to?�

�Um� myself, really� Why, did you hear me?!�

��no. Do you have a mole-wrench? And a tester screwdriver?�

�What? Yeah, sure, just let me� ah, where is the little� here ya go.�

�Thank you.�

�Yeah, just don�t walk off with those like you did with my parts, you hear me?�

�

�I would have given you them if you�d just asked, Heero� Oh well, let�s get a move on, huh buddy? I wanna get at least some sleep tonight if we�re off to the Red Sea tomorrow. Let�s see, where�d I put the CFHD connectors�? Oh, there. Heh, you�re gonna run like a dream tomorrow huh buddy? We�ll show him what you�re made of � make fucking mincemeat of those OZ assholes��

***

�Hey, Heero, you asleep?�

��not any more.�

�Oh. Sorry.�

�

�What?�

�Huh?�

�What did you want?�

�Oh, nothing really. I just� um� never mind.�

�Tell me.�

�Nah, don�t worry about it.�

�You woke me up, Duo. Tell me. �

�All right, all right. I was just wondering� see, I�m here for revenge. But what� why are you here? You don�t have to say anything if you don�t want to. You never say anything much anyway. Guess I�m still trying to figure you out.�

�I�m a soldier. I obey orders.�

�Bullshit, Heero, you obey orders when it suits you, you know it as well as I do.�

�I use my own judgement in assessing levels of threat. I have a mission � to wipe out OZ.�

�And that�s your only reason? Because it�s your mission? Because some old scientist dude told you to? That�s why you�re doing this?�

�Yes. I was� trained. For this. For a long time. I�m just a weapon. A tool.�

�You mean they tried to make you into a thing? Man, Heero, that sucks. I thought I had a bad childhood��

��what do you mean?�

�Oh, I grew up as an orphan on L2. That pro�ly tells you all you need to know, really. A lot of bad shit happened, a lot of people died, the Alliance just carried on right over the top of the corpses, that kinda thing.�

�No, what you said. What did you mean, they tried to make me into a thing?�

�Man, Heero, I thought that was obvious. They wanted to make you into their soldier, right? They didn�t want you to be a person, with feelings and needs and desires that might get in the way, so they tried to take that away from you so they could control you. They didn�t want you to be human, just a thing that did what they said. A machine to obey orders no matter what.�

��oh.�

�Yeah, it really bites. We should be normal kids like all the rest of these dumb saps, but if we were who�d fight the war?�

��Go to sleep, Duo. We have a mission tomorrow.�

�Yeah, yeah, whatever you say Master��

***

�Whoooohooo! Come and fucking get some, you bunch of scum-sucking assholes! You�ve seen Shinigami and now you�re gonna pay the price!�

�02, switch to tight beam or shut up, I�m trying to listen in on OZ comms!�

�Yeah, yeah, yeah� Always spoiling my fun, Heero. Oh, what, you want some, mister Leo? Huh, I see you think you�re pretty good huh? Well EAT THIS! Hah, bastard. That�ll teach you. Yeah, don�t wanna get so close any more do ya? Well that won�t save you! �

�02, if you�ve quite finished having fun, there�s a battalion in the north-east quadrant waiting for you to distract them!�

�I�m on it, I�m on it! Here I come, suckers! Hah, take some of that � Hurry up and blow the place, Heero, they�re falling back, I think� yep, there�s reinforcements coming. Shit, a whole platoon of Aries? �Whoahhhh, nice shot man, I�ve gotta get me one of those things! Kaboom, all gone!�

�Shut up Duo, you�re clogging up the channels again!�

�Come on Heero, mission accomplished already, now let�s get the fuck out of here, these Aries are beginning to annoy me��

��Roger that, 02. Let�s go.�

***

�Shit! Shit � um, Heero? Are you there?�

�What?�

�I don�t want to alarm you, but� a squad car full of soldiers just pulled up outside the school gates��

�Fuck! Quick, idiot, get everything you can carry! We�ll go out through the kitchens, they�re empty this time of day and they won�t be watching the side entrances too thoroughly. Come on, move!�

�I�m moving! Shit, where�d you put my duffel?!�

�Here!�

�Backup plans?�

�Ventilation ducts. Put your cap on and tuck your hair up, you�re too damn conspicuous.�

�I�m on it. Got any spare forty-five clips?�

�Here! Leave the fucking CDs, Duo, get moving!�

�I can�t, there�s system information�! Now! Corridor clear, go!�

�Moving out��

�

�Fuck, fuck, fuck� Stupid OZ, stupid school, stupid mission� Whoa shit Heero back, back! Quick! Through here!�

�That�s the girls� dorms!�

�Like hell they�re gonna care if they catch us! Come on!�

�You�re making too much noise!�

�Will you relax, they didn�t see me. Look, just wait here and keep an eye out, I�ll scout our exit��

�

�Shh, it�s me. Point that thing someplace else, huh? All clear, come on.�

�

�Damn. Compromised again��

�Heh, that�s the way it goes. �If you can keep your head when all around you are losing theirs���

�I�m already a man, Duo.�

�Hey, you�re fifteen just like me Heero, don�t go getting a swelled head!�

�I haven�t been a child for a long time. Keep running, idiot.�

�Huh. Never� would have figured you� for a Kipling fan� Heero.�

�Shut up and move, Duo.�

***

�The number you have dialled has not been recognised, please check and try again��

�What? Duo, you said you knew what you were doing.�

�The number you have dialled has not been recognised, please check and try again��

�Hush, Yuy.�

�It�s a wrong number Duo, why� what�s that?�

�The number you have dialled has not been recognised, please check and try again��

�Direct-influence particle wave scrambler. Here we go��

�The number you are trying to reach is busy��

��three, two, one��

�Recording.�

�Code LX7782193P6F; secure.�

�Transferring��

�Duo?�

�Hey old guy. Your end secure?�

�Of course. Why are you contacting me off-schedule? You know I�m busy.�

�Yeah well, we had a little �unscheduled� visit from some Ozzies and had to high-tail it outta that school, thought I�d let you know.�

�You completed your mission?�

�Yeah, yeah, yesterday already, I sent you the damn report G for Christ�s sake! You�re as bad as Heero!�

�Hey.�

�J�s brat�s with you? Well.�

�What next, old man? Make it quick huh? I had to charge this call.�

�Very well. Orders: transfer Gundams to European continent with all secrecy and haste and secure a location in the vicinity of Southern Spain. J will send mission details. G out.�

��The number you have dialled��

�Well fuck. Looks like we�re goin� on vacation, Hee-chan.�

�Do. NOT. Call. Me. That. Duo.�

�Yeah, yeah lighten up already. Well, we got our orders now let�s get outta this stupid booth before someone thinks we�re making out or something.�

�

�What? What�d I say?! Hey Heero, wait up!�

***

�Quatre, that you?�

�Duo? Where are you?!�

�Spain. Fuck is it hot here, too; worse than L2 ever was.�

�We got worried, when we couldn�t contact you at the old address, Duo. What happened?�

�Oh, a bunch of soldiers showed up. We didn�t stick around to see if they were planning a careers lecture.�

�Were you compromised?�

�Nah, they didn�t see us. We scarpered and ran for the Gundams; I called G and got our marching orders, so we�re here now.�

�Heero�s still with you?�

�Dunno about that, but he�s here. Well, back at the apartment. Apparently they have some big thing here for the Annunciation, so no one expects us to be in school.�

�For the what?�

�Annunciation? Oh, it�s a religious holiday. When the angel came to Mary and all that crap. Don�t worry about it Q, it�s just a free vacation, and we�re working on our next mission; Heero�s already got the plans for the base we�re infiltrating.�

�Well okay. Do you need anything?�

�Actually, that�s why Heero sent me out. He wants a couple of bug sets so that we can keep in contact � throat mikes and earpieces, and probably some LD audio pickups too. Dunno how he thinks you can get them to us though, �less you�re in the area.�

�Whereabouts are you exactly? The jammer�s blocking my tracers.�

�Near Valencia; it�s really pretty round here. Heero refuses to let me go to the beach though, even though there�s nothing left to do to Deathscythe.�

�Haha. Um. Sorry, Duo. Look, if you give me a drop box address, I can send some people across from Morocco with whatever you need. That way there�s no chance of anyone else finding out.�

�Cheers Quatre. Look, can you throw in a few PCL21�s as well? And some 6-gague fusewire? I need something to do.�

�Of course, Duo. Is Heero okay?�

�Oh, Hee-chan�s fine. In every sense of the word, and still completely oblivious. Bastard.�

�Well, you know how focused he is, Duo.�

�It should be illegal to be that hot. And just� his eyes� fuck, Quatre, I�ve got it bad! You know what he said the other day?�

�What, Duo?�

�We were running for the Gundams, and I quoted something � Kipling, that �if you can keep your head� line � and you know what he said? �I�m already a man, Duo.� In that damn sexy voice of his. I can�t work out if he was joking or not.�

�He jokes? Heero?�

�Oh, sometimes. All right, not that often, but I swear there�s a person inside there somewhere. A real human being with feelings and wants and stuff.�

�And it scares you.�

�Hah. God, I want to get him out of his shell. I want him. And it fucking terrifies me.�

***

�Systems checked. Moving out.�

�Roger. Main corridor� take a left here, there are two guards moving towards your position��

�Left� They�re gone. Which way now?�

�Back the way you came, and keep the noise down, idiot.�

�I swear that�s all you ever say to me, Heero��

�Right here; third door on the right. Two locks; one electronic, keycode 217785C, five second delay span, one pressure-sensitive mortice.�

�217785C� Comeonyoubastardwhereareyou�? There. Through; where now?�

�To your left, ventilation panel at ceiling height.�

�There�s two.�

��the smaller one.�

�Well fuck. I�m gonna be sacrificing some skin here, buddy; you owe me one for this� ow.�

�02, status?�

�Fine, fine, the grate edge is just a little sharp.�

�Continue on two hundred metres, then stop at the second branching duct.�

�Okay� Here. What now?�

�Don�t move. I�m disabling the security system; it runs off the main generator so the lights will be out for approximately sixty seconds. You need to get fifty metres down the duct and out of the grate in that time. Ready?�

�Here goes��

�Three, two, one� Mark!�

�Fuck, fuck, fuck� owww� Through!�

�Right. Door to your left, should be locked. Keycode 8912R44.�

�Shit. It�s open, Heero.�

�That�s the main computer lab, no one should be in there right now. Did you make any noise getting out of the ducts?�

�None, what�d you take me for?�

�An idiot. Hold on while I check the security logs��

�Aw, you love me really Hee-chan��

�

�02, concentrate on the mission. We have three possible marks; a systems technician and two security guys. No data available on current locations.�

�It�s a big lab setup, right?�

�Standard military design, you�ve seen it before.�

�How many towers?�

�Six estimated.�

�I�m going in. Get ready to knock out the power again if I shout, okay?�

�Roger.�

�Three, two one��

�

�Damn. One down, Heero, head shot. Weedy guy in a t-shirt, looks like your tech. Orders?�

�Begin second phase. Get the transmitter plugged into one of the network sockets Duo, quickly.�

�Right, done.�

�Beginning data transfer. We�ll have to create some mayhem here to cover our tracks; I�ll bury the tracer programs into the Doll command structure; if I replace the files and modify the logs they�ll never know the difference� Right. Duo, time for you to make a mess. But keep it quiet, and go after the main server first so it�ll back up automatically.�

�Gotcha. Heh, and they�re even providing the tools to do it� Hah, I�ve been wanting to try this one out, made a few little modifications.�

�I know, Duo. It took me two hours to clean up my laptop.�

�Hey, anything for the mission Hee-chan, and I know you backup religiously. Right, all done; the minute they turn these babies back on half the boards�ll fry� Shit.�

�What? 02, report!�

�Someone�s coming� two people, sounds like your missing guards� this�ll be tricky��

�

�02?� 02, status! Report damn it Duo!�

��fuck. One of them got me, knife to the arm. It�s bleeding a bit.�

�Try not to leave any DNA traces, idiot.�

�Yeah well, see how you like it next time Heero. Fucking cushy job, just sitting there on your ass��

�Ready to extract?�

�Already on my fucking way, buddy. See if you can keep tabs on the rest of the little guys in blue, huh? I don�t want any more of them breathing down my neck and that gunshot was pretty loud.�

�Roger. You�re all clear; take the next left and there�s a grating under the carpet at the end of the hall. Leads down to the sewers.�

��oh man, if I come back smelling like shit you are so gonna pay, Yuy��

�In your dreams, Duo.�

***

��I don�t understand him at all. Computer, run diagnostic series 32 through 37 and record results to the mobile unit. Flag any program errors or inconsistencies to desktop.�

�

�Deconstruct circuit parameters 8C and 21K and run them through imaging. I don�t understand me either. He�s just so� alive. He makes me feel ashamed.�

�

�Not of my missions! Of myself. As a person. I don�t know how to do any of the things he does so easily, like small talk and socialising and reading emotions. I don�t even know where to start. Computer, instruct servos to connect parameters 8C and 21K through the particle array and back up to the buster rifle energisers.�

�

�Run a systems check, then begin basic function simulation.�

�

��that�s good. That�s very good; rerouting speed is up point nine percent. Very good, Wing. End simulation and power down to minimal life support only.�

�

�I just feel� I always tell myself to act on my emotions, but when it comes to him I�m not sure I even know what they are. I don�t like being confused. I think I like him. At least, I�ve never felt like this before but the feelings are similar to some descriptions of romantic affection and love that I�ve seen. I think I�d like to touch him, maybe take his hair down even though it�s ridiculously impractical and an obvious identifying mark. I�d like to kiss him, that�s supposed to be nice and I think I know how. There are some other things I�ve heard about too� maybe I should do some more research. So I can find out what this is? Is there some book somewhere that tells you how to tell if you�re in love? A net site?�

�

�That sounds so messy. Completely impractical. It�s like there�s two of me; the soldier, who wants to complete the mission and eliminate all obstacles, and the person underneath, who wants to know more. About Duo, about myself. And the two � they�re not separate. They�re both me. I don�t understand at all.�

***

�Hey Heero, whatcha doing?�

�Waiting for Dr J to contact me.�

�Oh. Well, he�s going to anyway, right? You don�t need to sit there and stare at your inbox, you know. Things never happen quicker if you watch them. Aren�t you bored?�

�No.�

�Huh. I am, just looking at you. Come on Heero, leave that and talk to me?�

��talk?�

�Heh, well okay, I�ll talk and you can grunt and glare and whatever. Please? For me? Because you just adore me, and want to stop me from getting bored enough to go out and spray-paint Wing pink or something?�

�Okay. Talk.�

�Cool. Uh��

�Duo��

��So, do you think Quatre and Trowa are screwing yet?�

�What?!�

�Oh come on, those two are so obvious it�s ridiculous. All those starry-eyed looks, it�s so swee�uh, sickening. I�m pretty sure I almost caught them kissing once��

�I didn�t know.�

�Well, I don�t think Wu Fei does either, don�t worry about it. You�re� Heero, you�re very focused on missions, you know? And with what J did to you I�m not really surprised you might miss some emotional stuff. Not in mission parameters or whatever.�

�I ��

�You�re getting better Heero, you really are. It�s not all about the mission any more, even if you don�t want to admit it. Look, see? You�re talking to me now. Well, sorta. I�m actually kinda proud of you, buddy, I know your training must have been� well, you probably don�t want to think about that huh? The past is the past. You�re doing really well, you��

�

��mmm��

�

��Heero? What was that for?�

�I� I�m sorry.�

�Mmm, don�t be. Kiss me again?�

�Duo?!�

�Please Heero? I liked it, and I know you did too. Come here?�

��I don�t know what I�m doing��

�You�re doing just fine Heero, trust me��

��Duo��

�Mmm� whatthefuck?! Heero!�

�

�Fucking bastard J. Damn him. Damn it!�

�Mission, idiot. Get moving; I�ll send the data to Deathscythe�s comp.�

��yeah, whatever��

***

�I�m scared.�

�

�I shouldn�t even admit that, but I am. It was such a temptation � I almost ignored the mission. I wanted to stay there, with him. I almost ignored the mission!�

�

�I can�t carry on like this. I know it. I was so scared for him. I almost refused to let him go at all. We�re soldiers, Wing. We can�t afford to care about each other.�

�

�I know. I know what I have to do. But it hurts so much��

�

�Yes. Better a little pain now than a lot in the future. Maybe� after the war�s over��

�

�That�s a big �if.� Even six months ago I would never have dreamed of a future after the war. What if I die? What if he does?�

�

�It�s the risk we take, I suppose. I pledged my life to this; I can�t assume he�s any less committed. But I�m going to miss him, Wing.�

�

�I kissed him. It was stupid, I know, but� God. It was so perfect. It felt better than I�d ever thought it would. I wanted more, I wanted so much more. But the mission� I almost compromised us!�

�

�It can�t happen again. I know.�

�

�Yes. I�m ready. Let�s go.�

***

�God, Quatre.�

�What�s the matter? You can talk to us, Duo.�

�Heero� he, we� Fuck.�

�That bad?�

�Trowa!�

�Nah, it�s okay. I�ll get over it, you know? It�s just frustrating. I don�t even know where he is.�

�What happened? He didn�t� hurt you?�

�Not really. He just� Ah, hell. He kissed me, and then a mission came in and I haven�t seen him since.�

�Ouch.�

�Yeah, you got that right Tro.�

�Oh Duo��

�No pity, Quat. Hey, at least you guys are happy, right?�

�Yes.�

�Okay, okay, I get it, enough with the sugar already I get it!�

�I�m sorry Duo.�

�For fuck�s sake don�t be sorry for being happy, Q. It�s not your fault Heero�s��

�Scared.�

�What?�

�He�s scared. It takes a lot to admit that there�s someone you care about more than war, or peace.�

�Oh.�

�Oh��

�He does care, Duo. He just can�t show it right now.�

�

�I miss him.�

�Oh, Duo.�

�I miss him so much. It�s not just that I�d gotten used to him being there, I actually think� Fuck it, I love him. I can�t help it.�

�Oh, Duo. I�m so sorry.�

�It�s not like it�s your fault, Q, come on.�

�It hurts, though.�

�Yeah. It hurts.�

***

�This sucks, you know?�

�

�He�ll barely even speak to me, and then only to tell me what to do. I mean, I know there�s the war and everything, but I thought we were friends, you know? He could at least be nice.�

�

�Yeah, nice isn�t really like him, is it? He�s just so intense � I suppose that�s one of the things I like about him, but I have to say this is a drawback. If I could get him to see that diverting a little bit of that energy towards me wouldn�t hurt the mission��

�

�Yeah, I know, I�m dreaming. Same shit, different day, huh buddy? Least you still like me. Where�d I put that�? Ah. Let�s� just� tighten� it� up��

�Hey Duo!�

�Damn. Yo, Hilde! Up here!�

�Where�? Oh, there you are! What are you doing up there?�

�Tightening up the gyros. What�s up, Hil?�

�Oh. There was a call for you, but I couldn�t find you. A Quatre Winner; he said it was urgent and you had his number.�

�Shit. okay, just let me get this put back together� Well, buddy, back into action again huh? Past time for it� Let�s go see what Q wants, shall we?�

***

�It�s over� I don�t believe it�s really over. I never thought it would come to this��

�

��Hey, Heero?�

�Hm? Duo?�

�What are you doing in here in the dark?�

�Oh. Watching the stars.�

�Right. Um.�

�They�re so much more beautiful from Earth. Out here, they�re just� quiet. Empty.�

�Like the moon��

�What?�

�Nothing� So, what are you going to do? Now that there�s no war to fight, I mean.�

�I don�t know.�

�Oh. Well, I thought I go back to L2 with Hilde, at least for a while, until she�s better. Give her a hand in the scrapyard, that sort of thing.�

�I suppose I have to convince myself that we really are at peace now.�

�Yeah. �Heero?�

�Hm?�

�Are you�? Do you want�? I mean, do you�? Oh, hell��

�What? Duo�? �oh.�

�Sorry.�

��don�t be.�

�Hey, that�s my line.�

�Stop pretending to be indignant and come back here.�

�Yes sir� ooohhh��

�Mmm��

�Heero��

�Duo� oh��

�Damn, Heero, I��

�You taste so good��

��love you� so much� don�t leave me. Please, Heero. I need you. Don�t leave again, okay?�

��I won�t.�

�Good� ohh� come here��

��aahhhh, Duo��

��sshhh� Shit, someone�s coming. Damn, damn, damn. We have the worst luck.�

�Tuck your shirt in.�

�What�? Oh� Quick, here� mmm. Our room after dinner?�

�Yuy. Maxwell.�

�Hey, Fei. How ya doing?�

�I�m fine. Why are you sitting in here in the dark?�

�Heero was looking at the stars. Weren�t you?�

��yes.�

�Damnitstoplookingatmelikethatyou�remakingmeblush. Well, I�m going to go get dinner anyway. Howard said they were making pizza! Coming, Heero? Fei?�

��yeah��

�Yuy? Are you quite well? You seem a little� distant. Are you coming down with something?�

�No. I�m fine.�

�Hehe, aren�t you just!�

�Maxwell!�

�What?! What�d I say?�

***

�Damn Wu Fei anyway. I swear, Heero, we have the worst luck in the world sometimes.�

�No we don�t. They gave us the same room.�

�True. But they think we�re just buddies. Heh, they were probably scared we�d kill anyone else they tried to stick us with.�

�No more killing.�

�No more war! I can hardly believe it, I don�t think it�s sunk in yet. You know, you were really amazing out there. Even if I was terrified half to death. You saved the world, Heero.�

��it was just what I had to do, Duo.�

�Don�t give me that. I�m going to be proud of you, okay? Whatever self-effacing crap you come up with.�

�Duo?�

�Yeah?�

��kiss me again?�

�Hmm, with pleasure��

��mmm��

�

��oh� Heero��

�Duo� ahhh� I, I��

�Tell me. It�s okay. You can say it��

�I love you��

�Heero.. love you too, babe� mine, mmm��

�What are you doing to me? I�ve never� oh� felt��

��touch me� Heero, please, I want you��

�Touch�?�

�Mm, I want your hands on me. Here, give� like this� aaahhh��

�Oh� here? What does it feel like, Duo?�

�Don�t stop! Like� God I don�t have words. Here, let me show you��

��oh� Duo��

�I know, babe. Kiss me� mmm� that�s it.�

�It�s just� skin� how does it� feel so good?�

�This is just the start, Heero� mmm��

��show me��

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�You�re wearing too many clothes. Here� off��

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�Don�t be shy� you�re gorgeous, Heero.�

�But you�re so beautiful� I want to see you too� please��

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��mmm� bed. Bed. C�mon, lover��

��lover��

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�Heero, you feel so good.�

�How do you know?�

�I mean I like touching you, babe. Like this��

��oh! More!�

�Your wish is my command��

��ahhh�hhhmmm� Duo, I want to touch you��

�Please� Heero� ahhh!�

�Like this�? Am I doing it right?�

��ooooohhhhh� Heero � oh � oh � ah!!�

�Mhmm? Mmph ahhm�? I said��

�Oh God don�t stop don�t stop! Heero!�

��tastes� mmm��

��ohhhhh� no. Heero. Heero. Stop. Come here��

�What?! Duo? Did I hurt you?!�

�No, no� Oh, God, I��

�Duo� mmm��

�Perfect. You�re� I want you. Now.�

��what?�

�Take me. I want you inside me, Heero. You�re mine, I want you��

�Duo� I� don�t know��

�Shh. I�ll show you, here. You�ll need this.�

�What? Lubricant� oh.�

�Put some on your fingers� you need to stretch me first��

��here?�

�Yeah, there� don�t be afraid to� oh! Mmmmmm��

�Does it hurt?�

�No� feels weird� I think I like it� aaaaaaaaaaahhh!!�

�Duo?!�

�Oh � oh, fuck. Yeah, I like it. More, Heero � two fingers, stretch me� ah, yeahh, like that, fuck me with them� Nng� more��

�You feel so��

�Ready. Ready, now Heero! I want you! Please! Get the lube� where��

�Here� damn!�

��huh?�

�Cold� Duo, are you sure? I don�t want to��

�You won�t hurt me� yeah, slowly like that� ohhhhhhh��

��!�

�Oh, Heero� fuck. I love you� God, Heero, you�re��

��Duo��

�Yeah. Yeah. I�m okay, Heero, move��

��you�re so tight� hot��

�Move for me, Heero� yeah� like that��

�Nnn� ah��

��Heero� aahhh��

��Duo��

�Mine. Mine, you�re mine, I love you, ohh� more, Heero, take me, I need you��

�I� oh fuck Duo��

�Yeah! Shit, there! Do it again! Ahh� ahhhhhh!�

�Duo!�

�Fuck me, Heero! Hard, right there�!�

��oh God� nnn� I can�t, I��

��oh, oh, that�s it, that�s it, let it go, Heero, Heero, touch me, put your hand on me, I�m gonna� I love you, I � I � oh � oh��

��aaaahhhh� DUO!�

��HEERO!!�

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�God. Heero��

�I love you.�

��you too, babe.�

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�Um.�

�Mmm?�

�Can you move a little? I think I�m losing the circulation in my hand��

�Oh � I�m crushing you, I�ll��

�No! Just� just stay here, all right Heero? I� wanna hold you. Damn that sounds so girly.�

�I like it.�

�Mmm.�

�Yeah. Duo��

��hey, Heero?�

�Hm?�

�Are you falling asleep on me?�

��Maybe. You�re so warm��

��hold on a minute then, I�ve gotta clean up� all sticky, ick.�

�It�s messier than I thought it would be.�

�Heh, you inspire me Hee-chan.�

��idiot.�

� �Damn this water�s cold.��

�Hey, Heero? You awake there?�

�Mmm?�

�Let me back in, babe, it�s freezing out here.�

�Mmm. �that�s almost as bad as �Hee-chan.��

�Hmm, whatever� damn, you�re warm, Heero.�

�Stop squirming, Duo.�

�Go back to sleep, Heero��

��love you��

�You too, babe. You too.�